Sigh... 1 month whizzed past in a blink of an eye. I am a delinquent. I can't do anything right. Everything I set out to do failed. I don't know what has happened to me. I can't study any subjects anymore. I tried studying Chinese, but after doing a few questions I got distracted. I need help!
I wish I could be hardworking and concentrate more on my studies. God! I need help! I need YOUR guidance to lead me on the right path. Sigh. I feel that I have gone the wrong path for so long that I'm not sure whether I can get back on track. I need my mom to help me study. I am truly useless. I feel guilty about the people who actually like me. Because, I am like a coin. Sometimes I'm on my good side, and sometimes I really am so lazy. I hate myself.
But I really liked what Sean said to me yesterday. He told me to think positive and try to concentrate more. I got to believe in myself that I can do it! I must succeed! For my family! My parents' blood and sweat! For Lady N! For myself, so that I could realized that I could actually be that good.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
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